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im so tired.

im that beat i can totally acknowledge the fact that i have econs essay outline due tmr but im planning to sleep the minute my hair deems fit.

im so busted i can talk abt not seeing sifbsfsnsd today and i dont um, really care.

i cant even afford to be angry at my mom (for all the stupid things) cause all i have in my head is to hit the sack. but since the lappy is on so here i am.

maybe it can be titled the new challenge, but im seriously not putting in my money. i cant possibly make it through this. altho today i think we all had fun during pe. frisbee victory was sweeeet.

happy early 17th ai de :D uve been great. tmr will be a blast, lubbbbb.

N, 8:55 PM



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Fate seems to recreate,
I just cannot escape,
Something holds me down and makes me act a way
I can't explain
Even now I can feel it coming over me choking me,
as I'm falling behind

i hate my pride &i hate waging cold wars with the mother. bloodyhell.

i am on a huge money saving plan, it shall be the greatest &most successful the world will ever experience, even tho my saving $$ has no deal with the rest of you people. unless u were one of those i was whining to when my spending power was a mere 15cents heh!

i have this sea essay outline i do not think imma do so ...

this wed shall be interesting! been 4months since the last bday celebration ( china took me away from jackie's 17th ): )

JAYCHOU is in sg! are u excited smelly? haha.

annnnddddddd tdy i didnt get to meet moss, i should mete out more serious consequences. like the faggot@$%@%$ teacher on sat, it is a deterrance!

oright, i want to organise my expenditure for the week and make sure i arrive at my desired outcome. i need to shop &shop &shop till i drop!

babayeeee i will wait for uuuuuuuuu :D

N, 9:43 PM




can't wait!!

long week awaits me, morning napfa, TONS of econs work due..., eom... lesser drama please.

anddddd ive got pictures! muahaha.

Monday's child is fair of face
Tuesday's child is full of grace
Wednesday's child is full of woe
Thursday's child has far to go
Friday's child is loving and giving
Saturday's child works for its living
And a child that's born on the Sabbath day
Is fair and wise and good and gay.

author unknown

moss' nick reminded me of this! and i'm a Friday girlieeeee!

k outttt!

N, 9:02 PM



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There's no place i'd rather be
u'll always be a part of me
&even though ive roamed the world
it's still my home i long to see

tdy was nothing but great :D

actually it started out horrible with detention and supposed sssp. i was so frigging busted i fell asleep. after detention it was like sunshine after the rain. diraa gotten a call and tada! we've got tickets to the preview!

Possibicity @the Marina Bay was awesome. (spoilers !!)

at first we were really bummed, the queue to get into the stadium was really long and fricking stuffy. then everything was so coolbeans after we got in maaaaaan. we had ugly goodiebags &they had these really cool lightup starsticks and rubber caps! she's got the fishiee and then got jealous of my butterfly one! :D ( i just rmred, they had eyes that lit and blinked!)

parade was fantastic. the men in uniform, ultimate coolbeans! and the ceremony was so dumb, cause the ministers arrivals were all 'simulated' so when this particular guy arrived, everyone went 'fake one anot? or real one laaa! he got come man!' , goodness, nothing like hearing singlish at its best.

thennnn came the parachutes, and this year they had displays of all the coolio weapony andd stuff and they did some inverted landing and dived into the water! how great a view is that. and then i think its due to the change in location, they had sooooo much fireworks and they were seriously everywhere! from the sheares bridge to the commercial buildings to the standard nightblue skies (:

we all got really hyped and we sang the anthem really loudly it was bundles and bundles of fun! all the army men, really. altho they stank (really badly), those soldiers that came out and did the simulation were really hot! lucky for our aisle seats

'twas really great to watch it all live again, its been a good 6years! the whole marina bay thing brought the parade to a whole new level. its good and altho the audience was a much smaller group as compared, our marinabay wave was quite the enthusiastic one! and the whole remix traditional national songs were quite hipp haha

oright enough ranting! now i cant wait to her to upload alllllll the peektures im out!



today's rain was timely enough. and maybe if we're lucky enough, ...




N, 11:31 PM



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uber XYZ- mood. ):

havent spoken to the mother since i left for school today and wth we got caught for skirts again. sheesh!

i was watching some singing competition and so uber humsum guy got out. tough going! but he was really cute! and small. hhaa

ANW. cant wait for tmr to come and end. maybe i'll see moss on Monday and my Novena date on Tues!

the econs assignment i got back bore horrible results wth i reaallly cant stand her.

my thighs are still aching haha im so lousy. k im screening so many things i have nothing much left to say, so out!

with jealous hearts that start with gloss &curls says:
how was KAROKE!

eve says:
FUN!

eve says:
haha

eve says:
we sang till 730

haha yeap they went karoke-ing, at the expense of gp! bloodyhell right my classmates. haha

N, 9:31 PM



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It's not as easy as willing it all to be right
Gotta be more than hoping it's right
I wanna hear you laugh like you really mean it
Collapse into me, tired with joy


i am plagued. school's a drag and i hate the short hair.

dont bother checking this space, im too chicken to reveal anything deep and hushhush.

i shall go eat my plums, they may cheer me up.

( /all we've got, we lose it too fast. &when it does come again, well u're still, you. )

detention, sssp, morning pft. i think i just hit the jackpot.

N, 7:29 PM



Swoon this is the same old blood rush with a new touch
I am safe, quaint and eloquent
But my bottom lip along with the top one too
Is chapped and it's all thanks to you

netball was tiring ): but what sucked the most was i still cant frigging touch the pipe! dammit. now my limbs are sore and achey and its so cold brrrrrrrrr

tdy i was caught for skirt. bloody hell. 'twas mthfking long omg and by that i dont mean its actually half my thigh but it was waaaaaaaay longer than that. so mr discipline master let us off eventually. booo!

i really dont like the drinks stall auntie. oops shes can be quite the biatch

cant wait for my weekends! whaaat weekend ): ok im off!

N, 10:22 PM



With that facade
You can do no wrong
Many will enter but few will win
So please be sure to read the fine print

i did my mindmap using crayons! how old school. but i am as bad with it as i was back then ):

anw. today pe was softball! i rmr how in sec 2 it rained and we had mrs nics and jeannie was so caught up with ratting on me. saying how much i loved softball even though its raining and i was sick. haha

i'm still to lazy to get down to my gpessayy and tdy afternn at macs was very wicked. haha

im hungry im hungry im hungry

/ and then we're down to one. soon, maybe none.


N, 8:21 PM










So is this why i feel so cold
There's to much panic i've been told
And everytime i show, i see the way it used to go
I need to see that every year, not to hear it just so clear

this late afternn/evening eve and i lived like true blue gluttons ! we had subway, then jumped ship to longjohns, then we cruised back for coffeebean and we bumped into amelia! she's very silly she doesnt believe i can pose with a suitcase hehhe.

anyhow the main highlight of tonight is.... i rammed my thumb ! in between the gate dammit. now im maimed and i cant shower in peace lateronnnnnnn

ive written somewhere obvious that i shld be constantly giving thanks. indeed i shld, for friends and all they have to offer. for chOOng, diraa, jac, jackieee. for dawnnn. for dumbpartner. for bradpit. for 129. admist all the college drama and confusion, they are there, all of them. (:

time and again i tell myself, i matured. but actually i havent, not in the slightest bit. but now, now im more than convinced. well maybe not matured in the im gna do all my homework, go for all my pe, be polite and courteous to the mother 24/7 sense, (although i know i will get there someday!), i now know i brood and i overthink. and its high time they stop. the bitchiness and the gossip are for eternal, but what i wont do is to live in the bubble world.

actually, forget abt the above paragraph. kinda wordy haha. tmr is tuesday! my sexaye williamsim is off for a week ): i have a test on wed! i cross my fingers. tmr is tuesday! i have a 2hour break! i am thankful.

and i read ur pri. blog glut. & im thankful ure in my life. u can hold eve's right hand and my left. :D

p/s dumbpartner if ure reading this, sit me down and tell me whats bugging u oright. love u a million pinkpanther tissues (do u still rmr :D )

p/p/s oops little pigs are really not a pretty sight. im such a sinner really but i just cant figure how to get over some people. haha okay la i admit la ure too popular so my little group likes to talk about u, how u look everyday and what u do in school. oops, guess we're too free!

N, 9:23 PM



how do I find the perfect fit
there's enough for everyone
but I'm still waiting in line

all the hype on food on smellys blog is causing my cravings to surface too. now i feel like cheesecake and my mocha drink. yummmm

and elliot's hair is too cool.


N, 11:23 PM


lousy previous post.

lunch tdy was brimming of happiness and it only lasted for 15mins. but im still too bitter for it all, im convinced that its always calm before the storm.

tdy i woke up with a clearer mind

gpessay and ec to study for, i shld be safe tonight.

N, 2:33 PM



im disillusioned ): as much i hate admitting that

so tdy i got up at a very comfty 8.30am! and my train suddenly just stopped in the tunnel from braddell to bishan. idk why i was so freaked out abt not getting to ec lect on time haha what a loser

then i heard reliant k and immediately i texted smelly! but that ass didnt reply me hehe

saturdays sucks balls now with ssp. and my teacher likes to take days off. today we've got away from her 2hrs tutorial, idk if its good or bad

tday i had mega sausage at novena with glut! :D

ohhh goodluck for captainsball tmr eve &emm! sorry eve im so not going to be the loser standing on the chair hehe. tell me who will end up taking that position!


i so know it'ld be best if i cld put it all past me. but i cant, yknw?

N, 9:40 PM


heyho chicassss

the sole reason why im here is because i needed to tell the whole world i completed my mathfile and did my abortion mindmap in um, less than an hour altogether!

anddddd i found out some stuff to tell diraaaa but she went off ): dont be sad anymore oright, dont pout so much i'll go weak HAHA (:

ANYWAY, eve was quite the annoying one today. and yesyes im so beyond jealous, happy? haha.

caught vacancy! pathetically short movie, but o! anything to see lukewilson and his fat buoy tummy heh still very humsome.

now i did all my work i can go to school on time tmr! oh what a wonderfulla world really!

N, 1:06 AM



so when this story ends,
it'll still be you& i
and those little demons that like to come out to play

wtf. today was horrible, horrible.

u know i'ld love to come clean with everything and that would prolly be doing myself a huge service, i just dont know why im keeping it all in and then be so damn mthfcuking angsty about it.

it was a long, weary, hopeless day. i cannot get through school and leave at the end of the day feeling good, i simply cannt. bloody hell!

on a very much brighter note, i can barely wait for saturday! i can go back to ij and see almond, eh and maybe alot of other people as well. far from the north far from all the drama and politics yjc brings.

i came in 1st for F&N twice okay! i know its F&N, but still? :D

tmr i have math ): 2 more days to go. i just know ill be a happier person during the weekends.

N, 8:56 PM



If birds flying south is a sign of changes
At least you can predict this every year

i pretty much stuck to my routine of shower, work and then sleep piously but other than the mere satisfaction on having my work all done nicely in my file the next morning, i seriously didnt feel much better. so work isnt the key, what is?

these few days have been a whirlwind. so much is going on and only so much is being sorted out clearly. its really sad, even the boisterous tunes of my headbang music scares me and i have taken a sudden liking to the monotonous call waiting tone. my head's all cranked up and it seemed like the only thing to calm it down.

i dont want my selfdoubt and all the uncertainties i have to tax on the people ard me, so although im very sorry if u bore the brunt of my pms (namely dear dawn), i selfishly think i cldnt help myself. ):

as mean and as unloyal i may sound, i cant wait for the week to end. i'm blogging in such vague terms i may go huh when i read back in a couple of days, but thats what pri. blogs are here for, so goodbye.



N, 6:22 PM



moody day! moody friends, moody lessons, moody weather, and even moodier dramas and situations.

glut cannt not stop being annoying and showing her pokefun face at whatever yr says, and im guilty of swearing at ______ (sorry publiceye). i cant bloody help it, he's such a annoying, overweight, obnoxious, rude faggot.

i have intl stuff to do and im so frigging tempted to skip pe.

tdy dumbpartner passed me her loveletter for me! :D yamaaaaaan. she likes to call me molely, which im not!

it's quite sad now i absoulutely loathe the food in school, then i get so hungry and grumpy dammit. and the dumb auntie didnt allow me to have 2 straws for my meiji. wth? i'll pay u cheapoass.



LONG HAIR ):

im developing so much dislike and negativity im starting to see that karma has it's own way of getting back at me. those problems i cant share and im slowly beginning to be immune. numbness and whtever emo terms there are. oh bother!


it's been a bad year coming. ):

N, 9:19 PM



havent been swamped with so much work, ummm since, ever since? haha

cse overload! annnnnnnndddd, ive got a B! :D

pe, relay):, cramps, pris' house, cse presentation, cramps, kris turned extremely annoying, some typical eve jokes, cramps, home!, cramps, cramps, cramps.

iywad tmrr! only 3 hours but wth :D

my wr is still undue. heeeeeee im sorry okay groupmembers. we must talk to swordswoman abt switching the positions soon

my tummy is killing me and schools not an easy time either. i hate being caught in situations! i dont wanna make choices i dont wanna! i just wanna go to school and be a happy kid.

today sucked actually. i dont understand why they have to push up math. i need my breaks! what selfish classmates ive got. ):

zaijiannnn!



N, 11:01 PM



DIRAH. I know you dig the way I switch my style. says:
yeah

DIRAH. I know you dig the way I switch my style. says:
that means more ciggies in his mouth

and i can barely look at you says:
oui!

and i can barely look at you says:
ure such a great friend!


really, my dear girl hahha what an ass u are!!

so anyway! today was loooooooonngggggg! extremely. wanted to skip gp so badly but we didnt in the end, figured we wont be dealing with anything more than a silly dancing swordswoman hehe.

today i woke up with every intention to be late for school but i fricking left the house on time. then i got downstairs and realised i had no more value in the card and i had no coins. wth! so i was late in the end ):

i only had strawberrymilk all the way till 3plus and the uncle's quite nice, albeit freaky haha he poked in the straws for me. added services! commendable

people in school kept asking why i tied my hair, haha its so bloody hot cant u feel it for urself?! but ok ill let it down on wed heh

anw dumbpartner got a B for CSE! im jealous, please let me do well ):

today in geepeee (surviving days without karmen ): )......


N, 8:57 PM



decided that chunks of random rambling shld be left for the private space only I can gain access to. dont want people to think im so juvi and whatever.

so today in short(haha i AM making an attempt to justify my above statement), bakchormee, becks wanted to change meeting time to later, lido, subway, bubbletea(mangomilktea!), her ljs, starbucks vanilla latte(saw a goldhaired mae!), late for botanics, i was sweaty(kay my exposure limit!), caught the last few notes of ijband ):, concertod'amore by marsiling(becks that silly woman really missed it), then debated, poor blokes decided to head home.

she sent me a song! I Am An IJ Girl (: so punkrocky all, i went to search for the lyrics but instead all i found was forum pages on the saga that happened last year. so stupid and annoying, gets me so fustrated just reading those senseless comments.

k long day tmr! outtt. butttt before that!


her claim to artistical inclination (haaha totally made that up). but sshh lets not tell her shadow pics are so 2005, okay? (:

N, 8:37 PM



miss the long hair long time.
everyone keeps saying its neither long or short, hello! its a major leap for me oright. :o


so anyway, happy 24th(wow, that's rather old hehe) dear cousinn.

im so eggcited to show ballxx my new hair but she isnt replying my text! annnnddddd i failed math haha. so interesting.

vma australia was so pathetically boring! they keep giving it to the aussies, what dumbdumbs. did they really think guy sebastian was better than than the rest, say jt? NO! annnnnnnndddd nicole ritchie is pregnant! supposed joel's. so sad! so sad.

i will coolect my much missed repaired phone at 7pm! so cool right, like 070707, 7pm. k whatever noel.

outtttttttttttt i will go countdown the minutes left till hannah montana pops up on the tv screen.

N, 3:43 PM



daniel wu is yummmm seriously.


so bloody mtfking hot !


so today i went out w/ smelly yay! cool dudes we were. :D she got very high and we were 2 happy galzzzzz. now wayne helped me dl-ed the blakelewis song so i will not hate him. haha okay i never did okay so. the most i did was to yell out loud when i see ur face on smelly's phone heehee

i have cinesecompo to rewrite (eve was first, i was second, and pris the dweeb was third in class!), wr to do, and some unknown sources of gp haha. omg today eve's stinking shirt made me gag. mygod, it was fricking smelly. ha

my phone's being repaired! the receipt reads 'distored display'. HAHA, how funny.

my short hair is slowly but surely annoying me!

N, 11:09 PM



transformers was awesome, my love for shia went deeper.

school had been really draining so far. i try hard to keep my whining in cause it just seems so childish. i do occassionally hope for glut to go to school everyday though.

so the long hair is more than half gone, weather's a bitch and so is my phone eufsdjcbz cdjsff

my results are horrible and if this goes on i'll be out of school, (willbe) out of job and definitely out of money. please let me fare well in at least one fricking subject.

i didnt mean for myself to be full of angst, so similarly idk how to get rid of it. i want to scold or flare up at somebody, how childish.

nightttimes suck big time. i can barely wait to pms. i want to pms. i want to run over someone with a truck with me steering at the wheel.



N, 9:11 PM



SHORT HAIR! i'll see u tmr hopefully.

i had the runs after the weekend long binging on my spicy X2324234 shrimps. and it still feels really burnt up but nevertheless, shiooook, yamannnnn

yeam the wham cant make it tmr, but its okay. my (temp)desire for short hair will still continue to flame on.

i hope i dont regret it, lifes too short to stop and rethink and rethink if short hair looks good on u. whateverrr imma do it.

out!

p/s i rmr how i used to go crazy for superstar for derrick hoh. omg i think i still will if i bump into him on the streets on sth. he's cute leh that boy. yammaaan! i had every of his performance recorded muahaha! ill watch them if i feel unloved and depressed. i still love u alot mr. hoh :D

N, 11:14 PM



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i met up with yeamer todayyyy (: same old same old with her going : you're so mean noel! then i'll say: shutup you ass. then she'll say : your face is an ass. haha she said i lost weight! although i believe thats a natural thing to say after not seeing each other for a good half a year. still i like to hear. now i can safely continue my indulgment.

didnt see anyone exceptional in town so our day was quite boring

imma go watch pinkpanther now! i hope everyone's sunday was as good, or better, if not filled with more laughter. i like laughing, dont you?

outttt!

p/s omg mother made spicy X32143243243 shrimps. damn bloody shiok.

p/p/s i want to cut my hair i want to cut my hair i want to cut my hair

N, 8:50 PM

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